The Gloom Of My Forfeit

Cover me in dust and doom
Covering my filth in silky pursuit

A cave in my mind, I’ve dig to deep
An unbecoming coil corrupting my black suit
Delayance a pleasure, let me run away
Death throes to my real me, a torture divide
What am I to be? Where will I be guttered?
My existence to a dead wish, will I fade away?

Get back, my inner demons
Get back to what I was
Feed me with your disgust
Once more I wanna feel the hatred

My body structure changing into something different
The damned soul that was captured is escaping my fingertips
I am feeling declined, will this horrendous sight take me away?
Am I going to be something I always loathed?
The angel of devastate
The angel of disorder
The angel of diminish
and The angel of these dreadful fiends
Clogging my paths, pointing to the forest and says:
“Walk this way instead”

Furthermore I won’t be allowed what I wished for
Forevermore I will never have a choice to take back me
I take one step back
One more
As I turn around to keep myself to me

Get back, my inner demons
Get back to what I was
Feed me with your disgust
Once more I wanna feel the hatred
Once more I wanna hear beautiful tears
Once more I wanna see dead dreams fall from the sky

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